Sunday, September 25, 2011

oh to grace, how great a debtor

it's all in the ticks and implications of his eyes
that whisper there might be something wrong.
we've never been so close, and yet she's filling my
heart with considerable sadness --this can't be right.

a simple act of flattery became the all-consuming
silver key and now your simple acts of gratitude
lock glowing shackles around your knees--i can't
bear this. this is a burden i cannot bear.

the words we spoke only hinted at the malady of
your heart and soul--if he could play you 'heart and
soul,' maybe he would treat yours better--i soak them
up and they fall from my eyes as a torrential rain.

this isn't what you were made for--these careless
caresses followed by the still and lonely quiet that
breeds insecurity behind the temporary surety of
your attended yet anxious heart of hearts.

and what hurts the most/ is being so close and hearing
those biting words.. that I cannot understand--no, not from
this lofty perch of perfection.. how could i understand
the groanings of your heart that mirror my own?

we sit, by and by, each of us, with holes in our hearts.
and day by day, we crumble a little more for the reassurance
that will dispel our universal infirmities with a well-placed kiss.
is this enough? are his silk words enough for you?

i want that your heart would be fortified and that
you could only see...

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