Tuesday, November 3, 2009

addiction---what i shouldnt be saying

I lay me down to sleep
And in my t ortured sleep,,

I truly weep

no hope left, i sigh my sighs

i am found expressionless.

my face is white.

my hands are cold.

i have no story that has not been told.

my purpose spent

the fountain is closed

and dreams are surely d e ath.

what news of kent?

you may inquire

but the news was stopped

at the d e ath of the squire.

what purpose have i left?

to speak idle words

until my de ath?

they don't even rhyme.

too afraid to speak or call:

not happy am i, not happy at all.

the life i lead

is void of meaning

void of love and void of hurt

numb i have become

numb to your stinging words.

i cannot feel your acid touch

and i just don't miss you much.
(perhaps a lie)
the birds in the trees

that sing morning melodies

have all come down with this disease

on the forest floor they writhe in pain

with an upturned nose you show disdain

my cold lifeless body lies in the deep

blankets of sea wash over me

that sing me into eternal sleep

they sing me songs i cannot read

that shelter me from



the lifeless life i lead.

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