Sunday, March 28, 2010

here and there and nowhere

wilting aching crying
wandering past the five-spoke wheels
they spoke through coughs
and tear-stained silence.

when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.
when you're heart breaks, my heart breaks
when we brake for hearts we break a heart.
breaking hearts before braking hurts.
slim words.

i forget what i feel,
so i can retain my sanity.
i forget what this is
only because it does and must
exist.
i cannot recall the sensation
because my mind has yet to
handle it.
i forget who you are
so i can stay here.

a siren's song pulled us into revolutions
around the sun again, here we go//forever gone.
honorably we fight the tide of apathy

..yes?

rebreaking a broken heart is out of the question.
and what is this? that we find answers to questions
that were never asked.
that we find solutions to problems that have never
plagued us.
my paperthin skin, lucid. watch my frozen b l o o d
creep through my veins. elucidate the problem
in my congested arteries, those vessels
(watch them float/sink/float along the sea-floor)
plagued by
self-inflicted pathogens.
i never meant to push you into the dark.


all to say

i know not what is inside my head.

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